I do not know what will happen. And I do not want to know. It is so hard for me, for my siblings. For my mum.

I broke down so hard when I texted my mum just now. I believe in God's greatness, and not a Man's ego, stupidity and ignorance. Faith is difficult in trying times, but I'll have it all the same.

I love my mother. Very very much. Even killing me won't change that.

I would do anything in the world for her.